Dont let others decide your life

Dont let others decide your life

My dream is to get admitted to Stanford which i believe can bring my ideas and imaginations in technology into reality. The most shocking news for me is that i can't get into the top 30 universities in the US.
Why? Whats the reason ?
I let somebody decide my life and career.
When i was in second and third year i had three papers namely software engineering, Unix Internals, Total Quality Management, Theory of computation.
The lecturers who handled these papers for me did something that they are incapable of. I kept complaining about their teaching and lost interest in that subject. I had backlogs in these papers and i blamed those people to have not taught me well.

There are two cases
1.The people were incapable of making me understand the subject and concepts.
2.I was incapable of understanding about what they were teaching me.

It is impossible to make them capable of teaching well.More that that it is foolishness to waste time for someone else. Instead if i had worked for me and have changed myself capable of understanding people who i call "brainless", i would have got the ultimate cognizance of controlling my life.

For me its late now. The right decision and the right initiatives we take on the right time without escalating to another day will decide on how we are going to be in the future.

Now i can guarantee that if i am eligible to apply for Stanford i can bring in revolution in the technology.

If this idea made u think about you, please comment.